Portrait photography isn't my forte. I'm not generally that good or that comfortable taking pictures of people - if they're strangers, I always feel like I'm imposing, and if they're friends, I feel like I'm distracting them from whatever it was they were doing that made them interesting to photograph in the first place.
Oddly enough, my one photo that seems to be getting some attention lately is in fact a portrait.
While I was in Toronto at North by Northeast in June 2006, I saw this man sitting on the sidewalk on Queen Street. It was such a moment, but as usual I hesitated about taking a picture - he was asleep, and that seems like a vulnerable time to take someone's photo, and I couldn't give him change as a thank-you without waking them up. Marcus urged me to take the picture anyway, and so here it is.
Last year I got an email from Feeding Pets of the Homeless to use it on their website and newsletter, and I said sure. Then it was picked up by Paw Prints Magazine. Since then I've also had a request to use it in a deck of inspiration cards, a sociology textbook, and an online course. When it's a commercial publication, I've charged for it; otherwise I've let it be used for free. I haven't received my payments yet for the commercial items, but I intend to give a chunk of it to a local homelessness organization. Since I can't very well go to Toronto and find this guy and pay him, I should give it to someone who's trying to help people like him, at least.
The most interesting email I've received, however, has been from a woman who says this man is her son Noel Mathew Cowley who has been missing for almost two years. She's looking for any information about him, and wants to know if anyone has seen him since; she's posted her contact info in my Flickr comments so you can get in touch with her there.
It's amazing to think that one quickly snapped photo that I almost didn't take could reunite a man with his family. I'm hoping it happens. I can't seem to find anything else on Noel Cowley online, though, no missing persons reports or anything like that, so this is all I've got. But if you're in Toronto and you think you've seen this fellow with his dog, let her know, would you?
Kirsten Starcher lives in Vancouver, BC, spending half her time as a musician, playing bass in ARCTIC as well as solo, and the other half as a web designer/developer.
You can contact her at "kirsten at crowstoburnaby dot com" (turn it into a proper email address, of course!).